An Adults Thoughts

I can't help it but I am addicted to dating men. I have a steady boyfriend, but I just love the variety and attention I get visiting online sites dating men. My guy is great and full of passion, but any experience with him becomes mundane and routine after a while and dating men from a much larger pool of potential really fills me with excitement.

Of course, I know what all these men are after, but I don't mind that; in fact, when I'm dating men, what I really want to find is the man that I want to give it away too. I go for the strong confident types, the men who know what they want and aren't afraid to tell any woman they are with just what it is.

A man who is strong like that and isn't afraid of showing his feelings and emotions is a real turn on for me. So many men you meet are too self-conscious about how they appear to a woman, but a man who just doesn't care about that really gets my juices going and I just can't help myself.

I tell my boyfriend about a lot of what happens and what I get up to, but I don't really think he could handle all of it, so I always sweeten up what happens into some form that he will find palatable.

For example there was the guy that I met last week. He must have been in his fifties, hair greying, but in a very distinguished way. He reminded me a bit of my father and, I must admit, that excited me more than a bit. He was very courteous to me all evening, while at the same time being completely unable to keep his hands off of me. That's a difficult trick to pull off, but he managed it splendidly and, by the end of the evening was able to pull everything off, although I made sure that he didn't make it too easily.

By the time he had my dress off, I was completely ready for him. He whispered in my ear how gorgeous I was, but I was already his by then and tired of holding out. I had his trousers off in minutes, not that he was protesting too much about it - in fact he was rising most promisingly to the occasion, which was a situation that I was more than happy to accommodate.

I don't tell my boyfriend the good stuff, like that - I know that it would only upset him.